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Faye Welcome! So glad you posted.
Dunno if it will help at all telling my story, Back in 2016 I came to the end of my rope. Being a true believer for most of my life, I came to the sudden realization that much of what I believed was not really true. I was wrenching in the throws of spiritual death. It was the greatest emotional pain I’d ever experienced – worst than losing a loved one. It was mourning the death of God.
But I decided to give God one more chance. So I put away everything I had ever learned, and started reading just the Bible, praying for Holy Spirit. And Jehovah most lovingly provided. I saw scripture from a totally new light – completely anew!
I don’t know if my experience will help at all, or if you’ve even tried this as well. But my experience was very positive, so I wanted to share it for what it was worth.